The sharp stinging pain of lessons that can only come the hard way. I’ve read it said a thousand times in books and song but never listened. But now …I know. And the knowing, itself is fleeting. Life’s whirlwind sweeps me up and carries me away. But there’s days I look back and remember. Let this be an effigy to my ignorance. Let us burn away the veil from our eyes. Be with me here and know, remember. We’re pieces, but just as brilliant as the whole, sent down to feel these things. To fully feel the heart ache of knowing these lessons hard learned. But we don’t have to do it alone. I pack the essence of my heart for you in these words. And in this moment we’re beings beyond time, beyond distance, in this, together….
I’m here, realizing how fleeting these moments are, how precious the time with you was. How unaware I was, that I was holding your heart. I wallow in this deep despair seeing my lack of presence in those moments. Moments I can never have back, I can never redo. The past is gone and all we can ever do is move forward. I’m so sorry….
Your reading this is a Prayer…. Please Creator, let me move through this Life, knowing how precious these moments, with these people are. Let me never take for granted these most precious of connections. Let me hold high my time with them, above money or power or agenda of ego. For right here in this moment I realize that the key to true happiness is in my people and the holding of each other’s Hearts. Let me be a beacon of Your Light, if ever I need to guide them out of darkness.
